The word depression scares me.
Nowadays I feel like sad isn’t enough.
But depression is too much.
There isn’t a word that defines this
I hate waking up
It doesn’t matter if I’m tired
I had just become content with not existing
And then I wake up.
And go have a good day.
And at night I make sure to go through reasons not to kill myself.
"You can’t kill yourself until you
travel the world,
talk to her again,
finish the semester.”
I wouldn’t say I want to kill myself.
They just make it easier to wake up.
Whatever it takes to make it in the morning.